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“When it starts to hurt, pick up the pace.” #Tahoe200 #GoFarther

I’m starting a series of open ‘Thank You’ letters to people that helped me finish the Tahoe 200 Endurance Run. These letters will be published in no particular order – just as people come to mind as I’m reviewing my race experience.

This first ‘Thank You’ letter goes to Eric Byrnes and Linsey Corbin.

Eric is an MLB Network Analyst, @diamond2rough, UCLA HOF, 10 X Ironman Triathlete, Western States 100 Silver Belt Buckler #LiveYourDash

Linsey is a Professional Triathlete. Ironman Champion. 70.3 Champion.

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Dear Eric & Linsey – I’m writing to say ‘thank you’ for some very valuable advice that Eric shared on the TrailRunner Podcast episode – “Eric Byrnes Hits a Home Run in Ultras

I listened to Eric’s interview the day before the Tahoe 200, and he shared advice he received from Linsey at a triathlon camp –

“When it starts to hurt, pick up the pace.”

I was on the Tahoe 200 course, around mile 130 on Day 3. My quads were burning and my feet were throbbing. I’d just finished a long climb and was really starting to feel the distance I’d covered over the past two and a half days. I sat for a break and hit a low point, thinking about the 70+ miles still ahead.

I had targeted an 84-hour time for the 205.5 miles, and given where I was and how I felt, I was resigned to scrapping the 84-hour target and just getting to the finish line.

But… I was tired of being tired, and tired of my legs and body screaming at me. The noise inside my head was intolerable.

Sean and me after getting from the Spooner Summit (mile 123) to Tunnel Creek Aid Station (mile 140).

As we began jogging (er… ambling) a descent , I remembered the advice Eric shared, and I said to Sean, my pacer – “Let’s pick it up and see what happens.”

We did for the next mile or two, and it hurt. It really f*cking hurt.

But that spurt put my mind in control for the rest of the race.

I kept chanting to body – “You’re not in charge – I’m in charge. You’re not in charge – I’m in charge. You’re not in charge – I’m in charge.”

Even better, the next day after 3 hours of sleep at Brockway Summit. I headed out at 2:30am for a 20-mile stretch down to Tahoe City. I starting flying (all relative, of course…) down the mountain, covering the 20 miles in 5.5 hours, almost beating my crew to the Tahoe City aid station.

On the next stretch from Tahoe City to Stephen Jones – another 20 miles included a long climb and descent – again I picked up the pace on the downhills, hitting 7:00-8:00-minute miles.  It was pure flow.

In the last four miles of the race, thunderstorms were cracking overhead and I sped down the mountain at Homewood, again running 8:00 min/miles after covering more than 200 miles already, to get to the finish.

My 4th day out there was my strongest of the race, covering 50+ miles in 15 hours and beating my personal target of 84 hours by TWO HOURS – a finishing time of 82:00:16, good for 36th overall in my first 200. (I’ve never even done a 100 before and I registered up for the race six weeks ago…)

I hit the wall and broke through it.

Eric and Linsey – Thank you for being who you are, and sharing what you’ve learned with everyone else.

-Scott Sambucci

P.S. Eric – You totally need to do a 200. It’s like a 4-day dream. I still can’t believe everything I went through, overcame and conquered.

 

Running for Syria: The Tahoe 200

A few months ago, I tried to explain to my five-year-old son what’s happening right now in Syria.

“What if you couldn’t sleep at night because we didn’t have a home? What if you couldn’t go outside because there were bullets and explosions everywhere? What if something happened to mommy, or you, or me and we were separated and couldn’t find each other?”

This is real. But go to any news outlet and you’ll read or hear almost nothing about the crisis.

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On September 8th, I’ll be embarking on a personal adventure – something I choose to do, something I want to do, something I pay to do.

I’ll begin The Tahoe 200 – a 200-mile foot race circumnavigating Lake Tahoe with 80,000′ of elevation change over four days. I’ll enjoy the luxury of aid stations stocked with water, food, medical help and and sleeping quarters. I’ll have a crew to help me with trivial problems like blisters and lack of sleep. Long slow climbs up to 9000′ peaks will reward me with postcard vistas of late summer in the alpines.

Even with this support and these rewards, there will be times when I won’t want to go on or feel like I can’t go on. I have that choice.

But millions of people in Syria right now do not have a choice. They have to keep moving. They have to keep running. They have to keep searching for shelter and safety.

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Imagine fleeing your home with only the clothes on your back, fearing for your life as you journey to the border, and arrive in a foreign country. You have no idea where you will live or what you will eat.

That’s the reality for millions of Syrians, half of them under 18, who are fleeing the violent civil war in their country.

The scale of Syria’s humanitarian crisis is astonishing — 11 million people, half of the country’s pre-war population, have been forced from their homes and 250,000 have died since the war began in 2011. They need our help to get through the worst humanitarian crisis of our time.

Every dollar we contribute makes a powerful difference in the lives of these courageous children and families. Now, and for the future. Please join me by making a gift today — Syrians are counting on our support.

Mercy Corps has been on the ground working since August 2012 and has one of the largest humanitarian operations inside Syria. Their staff put their lives in danger every day to deliver lifesaving food and relief to children and families trapped inside Syria, but supplies are quickly dwindling.

In surrounding countries, they are also distributing emergency food and supplies, improving access to clean water, providing activities and counseling to help children feel safe again, and helping refugees and host communities learn how to work together. And they’ll be there until families can safely return home.

  • $11 can provide a family of 6 with a month’s supply of bread
  • $30 can help give 50 families access to clean water
  • $75 helps provide two refugees with an emergency food kit containing bread, spices, oil, meat and vegetables
  • $210 provides an emergency kit for a Syrian family that includes blankets, hygiene supplies, water and cooking tools

Together, we can help families survive this terrible crisis.

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Thank you!

The Fast 6.5 hour Marathon: Mt Diablo Trail Marathon Race Report #GoFarther

Summary: Hot. Steep. Finished. Ready.

Strava details.

The Mt. Diablo Trail Marathon. Yes, it was a Devil’s Day out there.

I expected to finish around 5.5 hours – with 6000’ of climbing and a slow approach to the day, I figured a 12:00 min/mile pace was reasonable and would leave me plenty of gas of the tank. This was a last training run before the Tahoe 200, and a chance to try out my newest assembly of gear.

Get on your Game Face!

Race Objectives:

  • Finish easy and strong: This race is about half of what I’ll need to do every day for four days at the Tahoe 200, so if I’m withering at the end of 26.2 miles and 6000’ of climbing, that’s not good.
  • Stay healthy: Don’t injure or strain any muscles, joints, ligaments or tendons, and don’t create an extended recovery time. I’ve got 11 days until the Tahoe 200 starting line. No reason to overdo on a training run this close to the race start.
  • Test my new gear: Trekking poles, a backpack with a hydration kit and all of the required gear (i.e. rain gear) I’ll carry for the Tahoe 200. I’m pretty I was the only runner out there with rain gear packed with them. (Lena joked that I should have taken it out and put it on at one of the rest stops.) The fully-loaded pack is 10 lbs, so that’s some extra weight for both the climbs and descents on the course.
  • Self-support: The Tahoe 200 has plenty of 15-20 mile stretches with no aid stations or water. I wanted to see how long 2 liters of water plus water bottles with nutrition plus real food would last.
  • Nutrition Plan: I was trying out Tailwind + Clif Bars. I used it a bit at The Ridge 60k two weeks ago, but later in the day. Today, I was starting with it to see if I’d respond differently. Usually I use 3Fu3l for the first 4-6 hours, then switch to a higher carb mix like Tailwind. I do really, really well with 3Fuel and so I just wanted to see if there was a noticeable difference by going with Tailwind.
  • Foot Care: Avoid blisters and hot spots, and treat them quickly if any pop up.

Pre-Race:

Complete with rain gear. You know, for those 100-degree August days on Mt. Diablo.

My super duper crew.

I had company today! Lena and Benjamin came out there with me, which was AWESOME! So much fun to share these days with them. Parking was right there at the race starts – no shuttles or long walks. Woohoo!

We arrived about an hour before race start. I grabbed my stuff and geared up in the [long]  bathroom line. Only three stalls and no Port-o-Johns out there, but the line moved fast and the bathrooms where very clean.

I collected my gear and then Benjamin participated in the Kids’ Run – a 50-yard sprint – then I headed to the starting line. No hiccups in the race prep. I wanted to keep it relaxed and mellow, treating the day as just another training run.

Race Start & The First Climb (miles 1-9)

The first two miles were a nice easy incline. I jogged out slowly until mile 3 when the course inflected upwards and the hiking began. There were some pretty steep sections which made even a light jog difficult so I focused on using my trekking poles and establishing a rhythm. I need to get used to 17:00-20:00 miles because I’ll have lots of those (and then some) in two weeks.

I skipped the first aid station at mile 5 after 2000’ of climbing and kept going to the peak at mile 7. Specular views atop Mt. Diablo from an observation deck, which I took in for all of five seconds, then back down to the same aid station at mile 9. I filled up one nutrition bottle and then headed down to the bottom of the mountain.

Descent #1 (miles 9-13.5)

The downhill was equally steep, which was frustrating. With the 10 lbs of weight plus the steepness, my knees were taking a beating. I keep my steps short and used my poles to take some of the weight off my joints.  I did bust my ass one time on a particularly steep grade. I lost my footing and slid. Nothing terrible, and a good lesson to stay patient and to feel a fall because I’m sure I’ll have a couple of those…

Once down at the mile 13 aid station, I plopped down to change my socks. My feet were pretty dusty – I was wearing Injinji no-show socks and no gaiters, so with the sliding and direct, my feet got dirty quickly. (I’ll definitely be wearing gaiters in Tahoe, plus probably an overpair of socks to reduce on dust and particles. I rewarded myself with a few Peanut M&Ms and some stretching, then heading out for the second half of the day.

The next couple of miles where slight rolling hills where I could jog on the single track and fire trails, and generally make some good progress before the next big climb.

Climb #2 (miles 13-21)

This is where I wanted to quit. Around mile 16, the day was heating up. The high temperature was forecast for 105, and it was already well into the 90s by now. I had been out there 4+ hours and knew I had a lot of work to do – another 2000’ of climbing.  I stopped and did some breathing exercises which helped for the next mile, then got myself to the mile 17 aid station.

Me: “What’s the course like from here?”

Aid Station Volunteer: “Up.”

F&ck. Another 2.9 miles up – more climbing on top of the climbing.

Taken around mile 8. Definitely wasn’t so chipper 10 miles later…

At mile 18, I, sat down on the course for a minute again. My groin muscles started cramping and I wanted to quit. Okay. Here it was. The real test of why I was out there.

But I couldn’t quit, more than anything because I was in the middle of nowhere and it’s not like I could hop in an Uber and head to the finishing area. This was the mental test I needed to just keep going.

I could feel the heat coming off the rocks and ground, as much of the course was exposed with nothing but yellow grass all around. Every so often, an oasis of trees covered the course for 20 yards or so and breeze would blow. When I noticed the breeze, I took off my hat to let my head cool down and to try to enjoy whatever relief was available. I passed a few racers along this stretch – people walking even on the flats. I had a couple of small mental and physical peaks in there. They were short-lived, but noticeable and that made me feel good about my overall fitness to feel that jolt of positive energy.

I kept drinking fluids – rotating water and nutrition and slowly and reached the mile 21 aid station.  By then, I was feeling pretty tired so I sat down for a few minutes to relax and take in a Coca-Cola. The climbing was done for me. (The 50k course headed all the way back up to the mountain peak 1000’ up from there.) Just five miles down to the finish. I knew the five miles would be steep, so that meant another hour. I was already at 5.5 hours, so a good hour behind what I expected going into the day.

The Final Descent (miles 21-26.2)

Mile 21 was on a single track with some mellow undulations, then I hit a 2-mile stretch that was as steep going down as it was going up because, well, it was the same trail… I used it as a chance to practice more with my trekking poles and thought about getting down to under two miles left where I knew the course leveled off and I could jog it in.

Once down to mile 24.5, I hit the more even terrain but was feeling pretty tired and ready to be  done for the day. I did a walk-jog strategy – jogging for 100 count, then walking for a 50-count. I extended the 100 count to sets of 2-3 and kept plodding along. I was hovering at 15:00 min/mile pace overall. I passed a hiker coming up the trail who said – “One mile to go…” I kept the rhythm and passed one last racer with about 1/4 mile to go. I jogged it in across the finish and was happy to be done at 6:35.

Lena and Benjamin were there, along with Kim and her kids.  All I could say was – “Oh man. Sorry that took so long.”

Six and half hours. That was a long day. For context, two weeks ago, I ran 39 miles in 6:32 at The Ridge 60k– an extra 13 miles in the same time as these 26 miles took today.

After dumping my gear and dosing my head at a water spigot, I heard my name called –

“Scott Sambucci – Age Group, First place.”

What? Really? Wow. The patience paid off. Don’t know how many were in my age group – probably fewer than ten, but one must be present to win. My first 1st-place age group medal. Nice.

My first Age Group win.

Recovery

Once home, I showered then stretched for a good 30 minutes – lacrosse ball and foam roller – across my leg muscles then took a 16-minute ice bath to reduce any swelling and help with recovery.

I felt good the rest of the day. I little bit of stiffness as the night wore on, but overall I felt limber and good. I slept through the night and today I feel good. A little sore, but definitely good.

What I Learned:

  • Nutrition: Definitely going back to 3Fuel for the first few hours. I didn’t feel badly or have any adverse effects to Tailwind. Just feels like I do better with 3Fuel at the start, plus switching in the day keeps my palette fresher.
  • Patience: There were some looooong climbs out there. That’s just the way it is. Keep moving forward. For every steep grade, there’s relief. Eventually. It’s good to know that I’ve experienced slow miles and could do a race without racing or worrying about my finishing time.
  • Gear: I LOVE my trekking poles. So, so, so awesome. Worth every penny. I couldn’t self-support for the day because of the heat, but I feel good about what I can carry if the temperature is 20-30 degrees cooler.
  • Fitness: That I was out there in 100 degree heat, finished strong with very little soreness is really super. I’m as ready as I can be for the Tahoe 200. Let’s do this.

The Tahoe 200: Race Prep (13 days left…)

Two Fridays from today, this very moment, I’ll be out somewhere between Homewood and Sierra-at-Tahoe, probably behind schedule and lamenting that I have another 6-7 hours to go before the first 62 miles and Day 1 is behind me.

I’m feeling really good about how quickly everything is coming together. Much easier when there’s only one sport involved, along with no RVs or boats…

Here’s where my preparation stands as of this evening…

Race Logistics:

WHAT I NEED: Not much here. It’s all about done…

  • HUGE support from my awesome in-laws to help with watching my son throughout the race.
  • Nina & Paul are coming down from Boise, and Tanya is flying in from Portland for the weekend. Woohoo!
  • Booked a house in South Lake Tahoe to be the team’s basecamp. Two blocks from the lake and a park. Perfect location. It’s about an hour from the race start/finish at Homewood, 9 miles from Sierra-at-Tahoe where I’ll make an extended stop after Day 1, and just down the road from Heavenly – my Day 2 stopping place.

Pacers & Crew:

WHAT I NEED: Pacers. Would love to have 2-3 more people on the docket to account for various shifts on Sunday and Monday. Interested in a 15-mile hike in Tahoe? C’mon out! I need low empathy people to keep me moving when I want to take a break or start complaining.

  • Lena’s offered (okay… I asked…) to pace for a segment and a friend is in for a stretch on Saturday or Sunday. Got 1-2 more pacers in the “thinking about it” mode.
  • I’ve been hitting up friends on Facebook and text. Seems that’s a big weekend for weddings. ????
  • I’m sending out a few emails today. If you’re one of the lucky ones to receive said email, I’d LOVE some help with a stretch of the course on Sunday and Monday. Both look to be brutal.

Physical Race Plan:

WHAT I NEED: Review the race reports I’ve found and make notes on each section as they are mentioned in the posts so that I have as much knowledge about the course as possible. I’ve heard of these “Candance miles” – stated mileage is a bit short of actual. The more I know about these, the easier it will be to keep it together out there.

Training:

WHAT I NEED: Take it easy on Sunday’s trail marathon. After Sunday, I’ll start dialing back mileage and effort, and focus on healing the few nicks I have in my legs – calves, hamstring, quads. I want to get to the starting line feels loose and limber. Keep with the mobility work and continue a steady dose of consistent training. No more gains to get – just stay sharp and don’t injure myself doing something stupid.

  • Knocked of The Ridge 60k two weeks ago, and I’m registered for the Coastal Trail Run Diablo Marathon this weekend. It’s a big opportunity to run with all of my gear – backpack, trekking poles, nutrition. Excited for that.
  • I’ve been diving heavy into Cross-Fit and weight-lifting to dial in strengthen and conditioning between logging running miles.
  • A new workout I’m doing during the day is running from my office back home, lifting/Cross-Fitting, then running back to the office. Getting stronger with every lifting session – shoulder presses, deadlifts, thrusters, pull-ups, box jumps, kettle bell swings, etc. etc. et
  • Feeling very good and strong. The engine is built, so now it’s just a matter of fine-tuning to keep the truck moving along the course day-by-day, hour-by-hour.
  • Booked time with Michelle Chu for ART workon various muscle groups.
  • Ice baths. Did a couple of these to help with overall soreness and swelling from the training. I like the baths – feels great on my legs. I don’t like that I’m shivering for the next hour in bed trying to get to sleep!
  • My weight is super steady. I’m weighing in every morning at exactly 184.1 pounds all week. I was down to 182 a week ago. That feels light to me, and when I’m too light, I feel like I sacrifice a certain amount of power and stamina. This is also important because I’ll be carrying about 8-9 lbs of gear. 2 liters of water weights 4.4 lbs. Lightweight rain coat, pants, food, headlamp, batteries, hat, etc., etc. etc.
  • Michael offered his cabin as a place to get in some training at altitude. Not sure if I can squeeze this in. Very happy to have this option available.

Mental Race Plan:

WHAT I NEED: Build my mental race plan. Sit down with Lena to build the plan and strategies so we’ve got that nailed down with both specific contingencies for positive or negative situations that occur, and a framework to make the best possible decision for unforeseen situations.

Equipment & Nutrition:

WHAT I NEED: Another trip to REI for an endurance race vest and few more items.

  • Big trip to REI last weekend – rain gear, water purifiers, trekking sticks and a 2-liter water bladder.
  • Looks like I need to head back again for a new backpack – one with broader shoulder straps and a carrier for a water bottle. My hands will be holding the trekking poles, so I need quick access to my drink nutrition and solid food.
  • Got some odds and ends left to knock off: Making sure my gaiters are secure, buy Pedialyte and Ensure as part of my arsenal of nutrition and calorie intake.

The Tahoe 200: I’m in! #GoFarther

Here’s the race link for The Tahoe 200. 205.5 miles by foot around Lake Tahoe. 40,000′ of climbing, 80,000′ of total elevation changes. 100 hours.

I see no downside to trying

It’s like paying for a class. Even if I don’t finish, I’ll learn a helluva lot about trail running, new equipment, my body and the mental aspect of ultra-running.

And what if I do finish? It’s absolutely possible and I’ll toe the line with every intention of doing just that. But if I don’t, that’s okay too. You can only succeed if you give yourself permission to fail.

I am very, very fit right now. Discipline is freedom. By putting in the effort these past few months, I feel ready to give it a shot. I’ve spent the summer training hard and pushing the hills during my time in Portland, seeing the benefits in my 60k time at The Ridge last weekend. I’m lifting and Cross-Fitting regularly. My endurance engine is built.  I feel confident enough to start, so I will.

How did this happen?

I was registered for the Badger Mountain 100 back in March, but that race got pushed because of recurring hamstring injuries. In May, I ran a very good 50k to prove my injury recovery to myself.

After volunteering at the Western States 100 in June, I was even more convinced that I wanted to run that race at some point.  I had locked into the Pine to Palms 100 – a WS qualifier – in September to knock off the 100 from my endurance event to-do list, but with the five-hour drive from home, camping, the point-to-point race course and general lack of available pacers among my friends, it was becoming clear I wouldn’t be able to pull what I needed together for that race.

My thoughts turned to Rio Del Lago 100 in November – it’s local and a WS qualifier – but November is three months away and I wasn’t keen on continuing my training for that long. I could scale back and maintain where I was, but I felt mentally ready for a race sooner than later.

About a week ago, laying in bed, I started searching for other ultras in the area, whether they be Western States qualifiers or not. I came across a bevy of gnarly races – the Euchre Bar Massacre, the New Years One Day, the Bay Ridge Endurance Runs and the Headlands 50/75/100.

Then I found it – the Tahoe 200. Something about the course and the event made it feel more genuine to me. It was the same weekend as P2P – just four weeks away. I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling thinking about the race when Lena walked in.

Lena: “What’s up?”

Me: “I found the race I want to do. It’s called the Tahoe 200. It’s 200 miles circumnavigating Lake Tahoe. And there are still spots available for this year!”

Lena: “Um… of course there are still spots open. If you want to do it, then you should do it.”

I am the luckiest man in the world. Ever.

That was it. After a week of research, I registered. I’m in.

One of my mantras is “Just Start.” Get yourself in position to start whatever endeavor you want and see where it takes you. Yes, there is always more to prepare and always more to learn, but implementing is learning.

More on why the Tahoe 200…

  • The Course: The uniqueness of circumnavigating Lake Tahoe seems oddly calming to me, and Lake Tahoe has become a special place for me since swimming across it last year and helping another swim cross this year. Before Uberman, I had mapped my own multi-day triathlon that included a length swim and circumnavigating Tahoe as part of the run course.
  • It’s a Multi-Day Event: Getting myself up and running after hitting the first sleep stations will be an interesting experience. I had some of this with Uberman, but with longer breaks between days and efforts from swim to bike and bike to run.
  • The 100-Hour Cut-off Time: This is a 2 mph pace. It’s not a race – it’s an adventure. It’s all about pacing and fueling. (Thank you to Max Wunderle for that advice.)
  • 40,000 feet of vertical climb: That’s 10,000’ higher than climbing Mt. Everest over a four-day stretch. Sounds good to me.
  • The first 62 miles: No pacers are allowed for the first 62 miles and from what I’ve read, this is the toughest segment of the course. Just getting that segment done solo makes it the longest ultra distance I’ve run.
  • Race Support & Safety: After listening to the TrailRunner podcasts after last year’s race, it’s clear that race organizers go all out to support the race and are 100% focus

Potential Risks & Obstacles:

  • Altitude: Most of the trail is between 6500’ – 9000’. I’ve the Donner Lake half-iron triathlon at 6000’ and didn’t feel much in terms of altitude. The next 2000’ of altitude is a marked difference, though I think I can adjust with the right pacing.
  • Bears & Spiders: Not really.  ???? Like sharks in the Catalina Channel and rattlesnakes in Death Valley. They’re there, but not really…
  • Physical maladies: I could very well hurt myself. I could also get hit by a bus today in San Francisco or trip on the deck of Uno cards decorating my living room floor.
  • Preparation: My longest ultra-marathon is the 50-mile North Face Endurance Challenge three years ago. I’ve run a 50k and 60k this year, and of course there was the Uberman odyssey last year. But I know I am fit and strong right now, and listening to how others trained and executed on previous Tahoe 200 races, this is much about overall fitness and execution – much different than a 100 where I’d be looking at my pace constantly trying to break the 24 hour mark.
  • Time: The race starts in three weeks. I’ve got A LOT of new equipment to acquire and learn how to use like trekking sticks and a backpack. I’ll figure it out. I have to. I’m in.

Let’s do this.

5 Lessons Learned from last night’s Portland Timbers match

My sister scored tickets to last night’s the Portland Timbers match. Despite what I knew would be a fun and unique sporting experience, I was reluctant to go.

After short sleep because of July 4th fireworks Tuesday night and an early client call on Wednesday AM, I had a hilly 8-10 mile training run planned for the afternoon. Then I had to traverse across town to pick up my son from Summer Camp, drive him home, then head back downtown for the game. It all felt like a lot of friction.

Wow. I’m glad I said “yes.” After a huge effort, they finished with a 2-2 draw in one of the most exciting soccer matches I’ve ever watched.

I’m also glad I said “yes” because I not only enjoyed one helluva soccer match, but I learned from the experience watching a team relentless in their pursuit of a win when they had every reason to quit, or not even show up.

Here are my top five (5) lessons from last night’s Portland Timbers match:

1 – Never, ever mail it in, even when you have every reason to. 

Their team captain has been out for weeks and at least four other players are either slowed or are completely out because of injury.

Three players are pulling double duty, playing both for the Timbers and for their national soccers squads, representing the United States, Jamaica and Costa Rica.

The team just returned from a tough road game on Saturday where they drew against Kansas City – a team tied for first place in the Western Conference. Last night, the Timbers faced the Chicago Fire, the first-place team in the Eastern Conference and team that has gone unbeaten in its last ten matches.

After last night’s game, they have a two-week break before their next match.

They had every reason to give a half-ass effort and get to the break to rest and heal.

But they didn’t.

2 – Shit happens. Deal with it.

After taking a 1-0 lead in the 24’ on a penalty kick, they gave up a fluke goal from a crossing pass that skipped past the keeper – a goal that certainly will not make any highlight reels. But a goal is a goal and the match was tied.

In the second half, the Fire took a 2-1 lead on a shot that ricocheted off the crossbar and down across the goal line. The ball never even hit the back of the net.

3 – Keep pressing. 

With only 30 minutes to go before a two-week break and every excuse to tell themselves why they should lose the game, the Timbers never stopped pressing.

Check out the match stats: 7 offsides, 8 corner kicks, 24 shots, 9 shots on goal, 60% possession time.

When they responded with an equalizing goal in the 70th minute, I fully expected them to lay back and play for the draw – get the point and get to the break. Instead, they seemed to press even harder, attacking and counterattacking at every chance.

4 – Sometimes not losing feels as good as winning. 

Given the situation and obstacles in front of you, a non-negative outcome is completely acceptable sometimes – to play with intensity and enthusiasm for the full 90+ minutes.

To put forth a zealous for the win against all of the reasons to accept losing.

To be proud of your effort against whatever is causing resistance.

5 – Find your crowd.

We sat in the Timbers Army section, where fans stand and chant the ENTIRE game.

You could feel the energy pouring onto the field and watch the players respond. As the fast-paced match picked up speed in the second half, each time the players seemed to lose a little steam and escape a quick counterattack, they quickly recovered and pushed forward.

The players fed off of the crowd, and the crowd fed off of the players. 21,000 fans cheering their voice hoarse to feed the players energy past exhaustion to go for the win. The players responded, and in fact, scored a go-ahead goal in extra time that was waived off because of an off-sides call.

Thank you Portland Timbers (and Tbone!).

Expect me to be at Providence Stadium on July 19th…

The San Francisco 50k Ultra-marathon Race Report

Results

If I look pretty proud of myself in this photo, because I was. :0)

I’m a happy guy after 32.76 miles on the trail

I took 2nd in my AG and 6th overall with a time of 5:47. Going in, I absolutely wanted to finish under 6:00, and thought that a sub-5:30 shouldn’t been a problem. Had I run exactly 31 miles, I would have bagged a 5:30, but alas, my Garmin showed that I ran nearly 33 miles because of the course and missing a turn. The overall pace per mile is more important to me than the total time.

For the data geeks out there, here are the mile-by-mile details from my Garmin.

Most importantly, I felt GREAT at the finish. Yes, I was tired and cramping, but no injuries or physical issues during the race, or in the days after. I took Sunday and Monday off, did a light four miles on Tuesday, a harder six on Wednesday and turned out a solid Cross-Fit workout this AM to celebrate my birthday.

Doing Difficult Things

Tucking my son into bed on Friday night, I told him – “Tomorrow morning, I’m going to leave early and won’t be here in the morning. I’m going to do a race and I’ll see you in the afternoon.”

“I don’t want you to go. Do you have to?”

“I want to go.”

“Why do you want to do?”

“Because sometimes you have to do difficult things.”

“Why?”

“To make yourself a better person.”

“Why does it make you a better person?”

“Because when you do hard things, it makes you work really hard to see how well you can do. Next time, you guys can come with me.”

That’s probably the closet I’ve come to answering a question I get a lot – “Why do you do these races?”

Race day is an evaluation, a checkpoint. It’s the culmination of months of training and a chance to see how hard I’ve really worked compared to how hard I think I’ve work, and to see that hard work payoff – the intervals, Kettle bell swings, box jumps, Wall Balls, eating well and maintaining discipline each week.

Less than two months ago, I was hampered by hamstring problems and an overall sense of stiffness. I committed in April to fixing myself with dietary changes and taking time for my Self to visit my doctors about the state of my health. I jammed in workouts at lunch and planned long hilly runs in San Francisco, running up Hyde Street and Divisadero just because they were the steepest hills I could find.

Races test my focus and mettle – how much do I want to improve and be well. How badly do I want to finish a race to feel that sense of completion?

I guess that’s why I do these, but I still don’t really know…

“Am I really going to do this?”

Then race morning happens.

I slept horribly Friday night, tossing and turning, waking up at 3:30, thirty minutes my 4:00am alarm. Laying in bed, I asked myself – “Am I really going to do this?”

But I pulled myself out of bed.

I grabbed my gear and hopped in the car. I was barely out of my neighborhood and I thought to myself – “Am I really going to do this? Am I going to drive an hour an a half at 4:30 am just to run 30+ miles over 5500’ of hills?”

Then the song “Try Anything” played from my music list.

When the race started and I heard my Garmin beep the first mile, and I asked myself – “Am I really doing this? Am I really going to do this 30 more times over the next 5-6 hours?”

But I had already started. Just keep going.

At the mile 12 aid station preceding a five-mile climb to the turnaround point, I asked myself – “Am I really going to do this?”

Yep. Just get to the turn-around and I’ll have this course licked.

And so it goes. Moment by moment. Segment by segment. Mile by mile.

A Brush with Greatness

About fifteen minutes before the race start, I saw Dean Karnazes. The dude grabbed a racing bib. He was racing! Really cool. It’s one part of endurance racing that I love, whether it’s Ironmans or ultra-marathons, everyone races the same exact course. No one escapes the same test.

Dean was very chill with people talking with him and taking photos. Seemed like he knew of the amateur racers there. I walked up and said – “Dude. This is so cool that you’re out here.”

That’s Dean just ahead of me.

He said, “Well, I was in town and I figured what the heck? We’ll run some miles out there together today.”  I wanted to snag a photo but it was less than ten minutes from the race start, and I felt like he deserved a little space.

I ran near him for the first two miles until the 50k/50-mile course split and that was the last I saw him for the day. He finished the 50-miler in 10:22, a solid effort for a guy that probably hasn’t done any hard training or competitive racing in a long time. “Ho-hum. I guess I’ll knock out a 50-miler with 10,000’ of climbing today…”

The Course

It’s and out and back course, starting at Fort Cronkite in the Marin Headlands, over a long climb to Tennessee Valley, over another climb down to Pirate’s Cove and out to Muir Beach. From there, it’s a five-mile climb up Cardiac to the turnaround a few miles before Stinson Beach.

Heading down to Pirate’s Cove

I like the out-and-back because I knew that once I reached the turnaround, the biggest climb was behind me and I knew exactly where I was on the course on the way back. Mentally, it made the second half much easier mentally and physically.

Funny Story of the Day

A few years ago after I finished 13th in a half-marathon trail run. A couple years later, I finished 5th overall in that same race. Since then, I can’t help but to pay attention to my race position. I never expect to win a race, but I know that if I’m fit and run a good race, I can finish near the top of my age group and in the top 10-15% of all racers. I think of myself as being the slowest of the fast racers, or  maybe more like being one of the fastest of the slow people.

This was a small race, about thirty racers each for the 50k and 50-mile course – so it was pretty easy to know where I was relative to the field.

I started the race bunched with a pack of 5-6 runners. Occasionally we’d run together (and miss a course turn together, adding another 3/4 mile to the course for us), then we’d break apart on the climbs when two of the guys pushed harder on the uphills. I’d see these two guys at the next aid station, heading out just as I was pulling in. I kept my stops short to reduce dead time on the clock.

Around mile 14, I saw the the lead runner heading down the mountain. By the time I hit the turnaround at mile 16.5, I only remembered counting 3-4 racers passing by me on the way back down, and I saw two faster guys from our pack still at the stop. I’d caught up to them again. I quickly refilled my nutrition, then jumped in the port-o-john then headed back down to scoot ahead of them.

I knew from an earlier stretch that I was a notch faster than both of them on the flats and gradual downhills, while they were faster on the steep descents and uphills. The next five miles were all downhill and I knew that with a push, I could build a cushion before the last two climbs where they would make up time on me.

I hammered along this stretch, dropping 7:58-7:53-8:16 in consecutive miles and feeling really, really strong. I checked back up the hill every once in a while and never got a glimpse – my strategy was working! I love it when a plan comes together.

At the bottom of the descent, I approached the next aid station which marked about 13 miles to go. By then, I felt a little thrashed from the push but excited that the last part of the race was ahead. I unscrewed my nutrition bottle and looked ahead across a pedestrian bridge leading to the next climb.

Guess who I saw? Yup.

They must have started AHEAD of me from the turnaround when I jumped in the port-a-john. F&ck. It was a little depressing at the time, and pretty funny now that I look back at it.

All in all, it was a good thing. Mentally in that stretch, I was running from ahead, which forced me to push more aggressively. Had I known they were ahead of me, I might have pulled back thinking there was no way for me to catch them. That wrong information push pushed me to work harder than I would have otherwise and test myself.

The Finish

The last 9-10 miles were a tough slog, but because I knew the course from the day and previous races, I was able to break the remaining miles into 2-3 mile chunks.

I worked back to the Tennessee Valley rest stop (~mile 25) where the station worker told me I had five miles to go. That just didn’t see right. I knew the very last aid station was two miles from the finish, and ain’t no way that station was only three miles from this point. She said she was sure, but  I still didn’t believe her.

I’m glad I didn’t. There were, in fact, seven miles to go from that aid station. I pulled into the last station only to see another racer from the early pack right on my heals. I hadn’t seen her the last ten miles and was really surprised to see her pushing. Dammit. Now I had to hammer the last two miles of rolling hills.

I did hammer, dropping back into a sub-8:00 mile pace for the last mile to make sure she didn’t pass me. I didn’t care that she was a she. I just couldn’t have someone pass me that late in any race on principle. One of my strengths is my ability to pace myself and finish strong, and having anyone sneak by me after five and half hours out there is unacceptable.

I finished the race about two minutes ahead of her, delightfully accepted by medal for my 2nd place AG finish, packed up and headed home. My race was done.

Training Regimen & Diet

The results from training continue to surprise me. I’ve been running 20-30 mile WEEKS, and finished a 33-mile DAY with 5500’ of climbing. My longest run since January was 12.5 miles two weeks ago.

I’m a devout believer in three aspects to my training:

1 – Diet & Nutrition: Mostly low carb throughout the week with one cheat day on Saturday. I dropped into a Paleo diet for four weeks in April. The week prior to the race, I upped my fat intake and have been eating fruit as a carb source these past couple of weeks.

Race morning, I ate three scrambled eggs and two bananas before the race, then only used 3fu3l nutrition throughout the race. It wasn’t until the mile 26 aid station that I ate any solid food – 3Fuel only to that point. My body’s adapted to fat-burning mode so I don’t need much food or calories during the race.

2 – Run Intervals: Nearly all of my runs include dropping into regular speed work intervals, ranging from 1-minute drops every mile to 1/4 to 1/2 mile intervals with a 1/2 to 1-meirest between. This cooks my legs and pushes my heart rate. I feel like I get as much from a 8-10 mile run with intervals as I used to get from a 15-mile long run at a steady pace. Much more efficient.

3 – Cross-Fit & Weightlifting: I’ve long subscribed to this approach, and really focused on this during last year’s Uberman training. Oddly, I’m most sore post-race in my UPPER body, which is awesome. It means that I’m recruiting all of my body to run. I’ve got a strong core and upper body (for an endurance athlete…) and I felt strong enough to drop a 7:47 mile at mile 30, and finished the last mile at a 7:30 pace.

What’s Next?

I’ve got my sights on a 100-miler this year. That was the original goal back in March, which got pushed back from injury. The Pine-to-Palm 100 looks incredibly hard.

This week, the Uberman race director pinged me to see if I’d like to join a relay team as their runner. Damn. He had to send me that email… Going back to do the Badwater course is still in my crawl. I just may need to do that.

In the mean time, I’m volunteering at the Western States 100 mile 65 aid station to experience that race first hand.

Can you deal with your dreck? #GoFarther

Seth Godin says that there’s no such thing as writer’s block. You can type. You can write. So type and write. What writers call “writer’s block” is their unwillingness to deal with their dreck – the wretched writing that must be done to find the true gems.

Dealing with your dreck teaches you where and who you really are – what you really want.

My first novel is dreck. It’s so bad that I worked on it only once in five years. I want to trash it, but I know I can’t no matter how bad it is. I need to battle the dreck, only so that I can type the words “The End” and be done with it. Heck, this post feels like dreck to me right now. I started it on Tuesday morning, and I’m grinding through it now while sitting on kitchen floor at 6am.

My first company was dreck. After blowing through $150k in investment capital, my only significant project required me to shepherd a low-level Kazakhstani government bureaucrat around California and Canada to tour wheat research institutes.

My workouts lately have been dreck.  I’ve been fighting a hamstring injury and joint stiffness since mid-January. This past week, I’ve started to feel recovered, kicking up my running regimen and restarting my Cross-Fit workouts. Dreck. My breath is shallow and labored. My legs are heavy. My muscles ache.

This week I decided to go Keto for the month. I found myself pining for a banana and a chocolate square in the first three hours. Last night was dreck – home late from the Farmers Market and hungry for second dinner. Steamed lentils at 9pm aren’t as appetizing as they sound. Dreck.

All of it dreck, and all of it necessary to come out the other side better and stronger.

Going Keto (for now). Here’s why…

I don’t need to lose weight and I’m not pounding for Snickers bars or cookies every day. This is less about input (diet) and more about focus and attitude:

1 – Checking my own discipline

I’m already persnickety about my diet, yet I know I’ve been a little loose recently. Last Wednesday at the Farmer’s Market, I plowed through a plate of samosas and Naan. In the morning, I’m hovering over Benjamin’s plate for leftover pancakes and in the evening, I’ve been chowing the extra pasta or mac ’n cheese from his dinner. Throughout the day, I rely on fruit and nuts as snacks – apples, bananas, cashews, walnuts and sunflower seeds. I suspect I’m ingesting more calories than I need.

Work’s been busy of late, and often I consume calories as a way to address anxiety. I’m also eating haphazardly throughout the day. This leads to surprise calories and carbs that serve as short-term solutions for immediate appetite or mental apertures.

2 – Evening out my mood and energy levels

The local Whole Foods closed last month. It was two blocks from my office and I relied on it for lunch and snacks every day. There aren’t any good options for fresh salads downtown and I haven’t gotten into a flow of bringing food to last all day at my office. This leaves me collecting calories however I can – protein bars, fruit and nuts. I’m eating okay, but not getting the right nutritional balance.

Then when I get home, I’m usually hungry for dinner, which means I’m moody and impatient which is unfair to Lena and Benjamin, and then I devour whatever quick fixes I can find in the fridge before dinner – usually cheese. This stems my appetite right away, but the dairy has lactose, which is a sugar, so in effect I’m injecting carbohydrates into my system on an empty stomach, exasperating the problem.

3 – Improving my sleep

I’ve been cutting back on caffeine during the day the past few weeks. I wake up with a coffee at home, then grab another downtown – a coffee with a shot of espresso in the early AM. I drink about a third to a half right away, and the rest lasts me into the early afternoon.  At times, I’ll go back for a half-caff refill in the afternoon, and other days I don’t.  For context, I was drinking a full coffee in the afternoon, sometimes as late as 4pm, which had to affect to my sleep.

In early March, I battled insomnia for a stretch. I’d get to sleep okay, but then would wake up around 1am and be unable to get back to sleep for a couple of hours. This happened 4-5 days a week for a couple of weeks. Even with a solid training regimen, I wasn’t sleeping through the night. I was in Laguna Beach a couple weeks ago and knocked out a two-hour, 10-mile trail run with some gnarly hills, and still couldn’t sleep that night. Really frustrating.

My sleep is back to normal, and even better than before, and I want to keep it that way.

4 – Addressing stiffness and soreness   

Since first injuring my hamstring in mid-January, I’ve been unable to recapture the fluidity and flow from early in the year. I had worked up to a 15-mile run with pickups and felt I was on my way to at last toeing the line at the Badger Mountain 100. Since then, I injured the same hamstring twice more – once a week later, and again two weeks after that, so recovering took me into March.  I used the injury as an opportunity to focus on upper body weight-training and Cross-Fit conditioning.

But… I’ve been feeling stiff and sore across various body parts – calves, hamstrings, knees, ankles and shoulders. I using the diet as addition by subtraction to see if there’s anything in my diet that might be affected my recovery time.

5 – Changing my mindset

This is the most important reason.

Along with the injuries and general stiffness, I’ve been lacking intensity in my weekly workout schedule. We’re in the middle of a home remodel, with our the house now completely torn apart for two weeks. Boxes and plastic are everywhere.

I’m out of my evening mobility routine because I don’t have a place to stretch… The contractors are using the garage so I can’t work out there.

Bzzzzt… That’s a lie. I could easily go out to the garage, and instead I’ve been opting to use the house as a excuse for why I can’t put in the time.

Same with work. The past 4-5 weeks have been incredibility busy with travel, day trips to San Francisco and bringing aboard new clients. More excuses. One of my basic rules is to “Put your Self first,” and I haven’t been doing this.

Changing my diet means that I’m doing more to plan out my days and weeks, and it’s a focus on my entire body. In fact, I just paused from this post to book an appointment with my sports chiropractor to evaluate the aches and pain. Next, I requested an appointment with my family doctor to talk about my ongoing left leg tendon issues and some weirdness in my right ear.

See? Mindset changes behavior.

Right now, I’m midday of Day Two, and feeling okay. I knocked out a seven-mile run and have some acceptable snacks to keep me rolling through the day. Next goal is to get to dinner without breaking, then I can make it through the second day.

I’ll keep you posted.

Beneath the sadness is joy

Diana is 88. We met while out for a walk Sunday night after a confluence of random decisions that day.

After a long day driving to Tahoe and back for a ski day, our we had an early dinner, then Benjamin and I headed to the park to take advantage of the longer day. It’s been very wet weather this winter and mosquitos were rapid. After Lena joined us at the park, we fled the blood-sucking insects to walk the neighborhood. She wanted to take pictures of flowers to paint, and there was one tree in particular she wanted to photograph on Jerome Street.

Completing the short walking loop, we came back around towards our house when I spotted Diana across the street. I told Benjamin – “Let’s cross here…” I’m not sure exactly why. I just felt like it would be nice to say hello to her. I’ve seen here out from time and time, and I’ve seen how old people love to be around kids – just seeing them can bring them joy. Little did I know how important this would be for her that night.

As we approached, I said hello and she replied with a soft “Hi there…,” her voice crackling. I asked her if everything was okay.

She stopped, looked at me and said, “Well… no… I just got some bad news from Minnesota.”

“I’m sorry to hear about that. Would you like to talk about it?”

“That’s okay. I don’t want to bother you with it.”

“It’s no bother. We’re just out for a walk. My name is Scott, by the way.”

“Nice to you meet you, Scott. I’m Diana.”

Diana was sad because her last niece had just passed away, and had just received the news. Then she said that this was really hard on her because her husband just died three weeks ago and she was “just getting over that.”

As we talked, she shared more about her story – they were a military family, that her daughter had recently had a stroke and that Sunday was her birthday. As we wound down our conversation with Diana, Lena and I each gave Diana a hug. We showed her where we lived. Along the way, she stopped to tell us – “I can’t believe that you would stop and ask this little old woman what the trouble was. I just can’t express to you how much appreciate that.”

On Monday, Benjamin and I bought flowers for her. Benjamin drew a picture of a one big heart with a bunch of little hearts inside. (He even paused the iPad to take on this task.) I walked over to Diana’s house, flowers and picture in hand, and knocked on the door. No answer. I rang the doorbell. No answer. I knocked again. No answer. I was worried. I thought something might have happened to her, but with nothing to do, I left the flowers and picture on her doorstep.

Tuesday evening, I walked over again. The flowers were gone, relieving my immediate worry. I knocked on the door. No answer. I knocked again. No answer. I rang the doorbell. No answer. I could hear the TV on inside, and knocked one more time. Diana opened the door and was startled to see me.

“Were you knocking?”

“I did, and I was just about leave. Sorry to startle you so much.”

She had been in her backyard cleaning up some flowers and just happened to be coming out front for something.

It took her a moment to place who I was. “I’m Scott. We met the other night when you were out for a walk. I thought I’d come by to check on you to make sure everything was okay.”

“Oh yes. Thank you. I’m doing much better.”

We chatted a while and agreed that we’d all go to lunch or dinner sometime soon. “I’m heading out of town for a couple of days and my wife’s mother is coming to visit. Maybe I’ll have them come by to visit over the next day or two.”

“Thank you for stopping to talk to me the other night. I can’t tell you how much appreciate what you kids did for me.”

Today, Lena told me that Diana stopped by our house – “I talked to a very nice young man yesterday, and he said that I should come over and check on you guys while he was away.” Again she said, this time to Lena, “I can’t tell you how much appreciate what you kids did for me.”

Beneath her sadness, lay joy and happiness. It just needed to be revealed for the world to see and for her to feel it.

I remember visiting my great-grandmother when I was eight or nine years old. Bedridden, she would say – “I wish the Good Lord would just take me. I don’t why I’m still here.” Even at eight or nine, I understood. She had outlived several of her kids, and her husband had died decades ago. Lena’s grandmother lived alone in Ukraine, and even with her son and his family living nearby, there had to be long stretches of loneliness and sadness before she passed away – no one to help her share and remove that sadness to expose the joy that lay beneath. I saw her joy during our visit there ten years ago. Lena and I spent the day and the night listening to stories about her children and about her husband. She sang songs from her childhood for us. She told us old village jokes. We just needed be there to help her find her joy.

Maybe there are no accidents. Maybe the universe conspired to have us meet Diana.  Or maybe there’s just a lot sadness around us every day – we just need to stop to look and ask.

How much sadness are we carrying around within ourselves – caustic feelings of self-doubt, that we’re not worthy or that we’re not good enough? How often do we repress our Self from looking for help, from asking for a bent ear to listen to our struggles, strains and pains? How often do we suppress our own experience of happiness and joy?

How much are we willing to share of ourselves, to help other cope with whatever sadness they are feeling in this moment, in this day, in their life, to allow ourselves to feel this joy? We know it’s there. We suppress it. We ignore it. We let it sit there like a disease on our soul.

What if we could help each share our sadness, to shake it into the air and let it disperse in the wind so that all that’s left is joy and happiness?

Underneath sadness is effusive joy that we just need to uncover, to let the joy laying dormant, repressed by a blanket of sadness, out into the world.  I saw this in Diana’s expression of gratitude and joy that someone would listen to her. I’ve felt it myself in the joy I received by helping her, by caring for a complete stranger that’s now become a friend.

It’s okay to be sad. Now let it out, and help others do the same, because underneath is the joy we all deserve to experience.

* Diana is not her real name. I’ve changed it her to protect her privacy.